Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 6:12 PM
OVER ALREADY .IT ALL OVER .SO WHAT YOU ALL WAN ME TO DO !i got back my mark . i pass my EL paper2 & listening . 38/60 & 12/20 . HE got 30/50 . after got alot thing happen . went 400 plus . then meet wanting DEAREST . her friend come along . then got problem with them . end up ok already . after tat got msg from him . he break with me . i really dun neo why he wan break but i only neo tat he give the reson are stupid . i had control my tear . but my heart super pain & i call out . dearest was there anwei me . & he see me just walk pass & there having fun with his friend . WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME ! IT REALLY HURT ME . & NOW YOU ALL MUST BE AT THERE LAUGH . I MUST THANK THEM FOR BEING HAPPY . he say he need time . i also cannot say anything . IT OVER ! MEAN OVER . i really bu gan xin with it . i am really lost . all this are to sudden . my mind now are blank . but i also cannot do anything thing . reach home . total no mood to do anything . hear song & cry . i told myself wat for i cry . not zi de for me . but i haf fell asleep . wake up . papa ask me go eat . i really not hungry . but force myself to eat . finish already . i really bu gan xin la . my heart was pain until now . i lock myself at room & cry . i neo tat wat i do now also no use le . i only can cry . tat all . tomorrow still have to force myself to smile to other . I HATE IT . I ONLY WAN HIM . I REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM . WHY MUST ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME . WAT WRONG DO I DO WRONG .