Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 9:14 PM
i'm sick now . damn sad . how i wish that know he is at my side taking care of me .just went northpoint meet kevin , haoming , grandson , marcus & shannon . talk that he will be there . went i see haoming the 1st word i ask was " he got at northpoint now !? " i am so sad that when he reply no . my tear really felling down . it been pass so many day i have never see him . i damn miss him . ya . i crying now . but what for you at not with me anymore . alot people told me to forget you . but say the true until now i am still waiting for you . heard that now you dun have me become more & more happy already . like nothing happen to you . you neo that when i neo this my heart really pain like hell . & i cry . i really cry . i alway told myself that no matter what other say or anything . i will still wait for you . no matter you dun love me or you have stead . i will still wait for you . i will wait till you are my . i neo that it will not come true already but i had make up my mind .